Oh Shit!

Though I've been going to the gym, I blew my diet to hell yesterday (actually today, Sunday). Shit! They say it's not about willpower, but who the heck are "they?" I get into these modes where I feel completely out of control of what I put in my mouth. It was these moments that made me bulimic back in my twenties. I don't feel like I'm on that edge again, it just makes me so mad that I can't stay in control of what I put in my mouth. I do care! I do! Okay, I'm going to the gym this morning and getting back on track.